Fatness

People say: It is point of view to judge whether a person a fat or
not. I don't think so. A 200 pounds woman looks at herself in the
mirror, she can say I am not THAT fat. Nowadays, people do talk about
be polite to people, however there shouldn't have a line between
saying fact and being polite. Honestly, I would be honest myself and
my friend if they got fatter, I tell them the fact. Why would I tell
you a fact that upset my friends? Because I care for them. If people
being fat and don't care about it, it shouldn't be our business.
However, a person is fat or overweight is not point of view. There is
guideline out there, (people, it is 21 century); a person is fat or
not can be judged by their heigh and weight or body fat.

If it is social acceptable to tell your friends smoking is bad, then
it should be social acceptable to tell your friend is overweight, it
is unhealthy for you. You can lie and ignore the fact you are
overweight, but you can't change the guideline of how to determine if
a person is overweight or not.

Sunday

Do you remember when was the last time you listen music for enjoyment?
Did you listen music because you are driving? Did you listen music
because you homework is boring? Did you listen music because you was
in a party? The society developed our mentality must do several things
in once, more than you could think. If you know the Gospel, it said
Sunday is not created for Him, but for us. Most of us love Sunday
because we don't have to work or go to class. But, are you really
enjoying Your Sunday? Did you spend you Sunday for housework or
studying your exam next week?

Now I thank God created Sunday for us. Weekday is like a war to me. I
have to do this, I have to do that. From wake up to bed. Most of the
time, I was doing things in the same time worrying stuffs. e.g. When I
was cooking, my mind is thinking: Oh. Shit. I don't know how to do
that assignment; Shit, I still couldn't find a job for me, what should
I present for the next group meeting, how to make myself more social
approachable. These are good things to use our energy for. I read a
sentence once, it said: you will only find yourself be exhausted if
you continue to use your energy intensively.

On Sunday, I cook for myself by taking my time. Be creative. Not
rushing, because there are things waiting for me to do. I listen music
with a cup of tea lying on the bed thinking nothing else. There is
time those unpleasant duties will slip into my mind, but I will simply
tell myself this is Sunday and slam those thing outside my door in my
mind. I can't go back the way normal people treat Sunday. I must
reenergize physical, mental and spiritual energy, so during the week I
can work harder and gasping for break. If you try this, I guarantee
you that you would find every Sunday is like a vacation.

Friend's Brother's wedding 2

Friend's Brother's Wedding

Cloudy Sky

Asian Pear Picking

Last Saturday, I went visit my old classmate Erica. Her family has a farm, and we were invited to go pick Asian pears for the poor. She lived in Concept Junction, there is a beautiful abbey closed by her house. It was fun, especially I was with my funny friend Brittany. We were amazed how many pears you can pick from one tree. In the end, we ate lunch together. I really miss homey kitchen.

Zona Rosa

Wisdom 9

I feel some much peace, lately. The wisdom of solomon prayer was so
good. It is a prayer of Holy Spirit. I know some people have difficult
to pray the Holy spirit. Holy Spirit is very abstract. It lives in you
and in everything else too. The following passage is so good.

For what man can learn the counsel of God? Wisdom 9 13
.. a man who is weak and short-lived Wisdom 9:5
For the reasoning of mortals is worthless, and our designs are likely
to fail. Wisdom 9:14
For she knows and understands all things Wisdom 9:11

No man can learn the counsel of God, if God do not allow to .

Before Jesus left the world, look at John 14:16 and 14: 26

And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Counselor, to
be with you forever.
But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my
name, he will teach you all thing, and bring to your remembrance all
that I have said to you.

I love it, first, it indicated three in one, Jesus ask the Father and
the Father send the Holy Spirit.
Second, I like it uses the word Counselor. Counselor has two purpose:
to guide and to guard. To guide our action is to have Faith,
remembrance of all things that Jesus had said to us.
Now, we would say that we have the bible then we would no long need
Holy Spirit to teach us things. Wrong.
Holy Spirit doesn't only teach you the things in Bible, but also
things not in Bible and the church. ( I couldn't find the passage)

Beautiful Sunset

Lying on death bed

I was reading an article that he was predicting how he would look back
his life in the future:

Here is me lying on my death bed:

Lying on my death bed, I'll think I spent my whole life to worry many
things that doesn't even matter. (like waste food, miss bus, being
late, ...)

Lying on my bed bed, I'll think that I spent my whole my tried to more
intelligent or superior than other people and then regretted that I
missed all the fun when I was young with people

Lying on my death bed, I'l think that I worked so hard to earn money,
secure a high position job but I didn't even have a spouse .

Lying on my death bed, I'll think I had always concerned about myself
but not other

Lying on my death bed, I'll think that being the whole life got
confuse and frustration of religious practice is really stupid but it
is worth it.

Lying on my death bed, I'll think I am so grad that I have gone visit
many countries, especially in Germany, America and Hungary.

Lying on my death bed, I'll think that I miss my sibling and parents
and will I see my parent after dead.

Lying on my death bed, I'll think that I wish there is a nun by me to
comfort me sometime.

I don't want to spent much time on writing this, but it is a very good
thing try to reflect yourself.

First Fall Running

The weather finally have went down to my preferred temperature.

The sky this morning just awesome.

There was two small dogs standing behind the window and baked at me from 30 meter away , they are just cute.

Running Shoes #3

I didn't like the yellow color when I brought it. However, it was 10 dollars cheaper than other colors. It came to me, I just love the bring yellow color. I think I don't like the yellow is because I think yellow is hard to match sometime. Yes, new running shoes. My old one was too awful. I couldn't I had used that for the whole summer that killed my leg and running appetites.

I was running with school Cross Country team again. Luke and I was walking to the meeting place and I said: OMG... Today is 90 degree. It's very hot. I am nerves. I don't really know how well will I do run in this hot weather, since I have been running in indoor a lot. Then, I said: I might survive the hot weather, but I might not survive the skin disease.

War Zone - Atchison

Atchison Hospital look like Hati - 1

Indian Pow Wow