Some old friends

I met many friends when I was young and have kept good tracking with
them too. Many of them are great people, smart and beautiful/handsome.
Most of them like me study aboard and have a degree. The different
between them and me are that they are received full scholarship to
study aboard and I have to pay my own; they study in better and better
known school as well. I can't help but envy them. I don't deliberately
think about it, but some time I miss them and I will think this way. I
happy for them, because they deserve it. It just make me feel bad
some time.